Who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose - Only time,
And who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows, only time,
Where the day flows, only time,
Who knows? Only time
- (Only time by Enya)
Every time someone tells me, With time, you'll know the answer, I wonder. So what's this time going to do? Obviously, I don't know the answer to that too. You don't as well.
But anyway, I stood with it, time. As the clocks went all tick-tock, I stepped away. I put myself in a different place, did different things, tried to avoid texts, calls. I laughed, cried, almost threw the phone in frustration but I refrained from jumping the boundary that time had put forth.
In the complexities of today's relationships, I don't know what we are. Then again, they say time will tell.
The wretched know-it-all, time. And this, when I don't even wear a watch!
And yet as the seconds turned into minutes, I thought about you over and over again. I wrote to not think about you, I wrote to say something to you but I only wrote about you.
I hope you are hoping too, I wish you want it too, I dream you see it too. But the answer is with, only time.
only time could ever decide the strength of patience you will have, in order to continue to be able to love someone who doesn't love you.
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